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...azmoghe ke raft dige nemidoonam dige az koja begam...az ci begam?vaghan afsoos mikhoram vase in badbakhtie khodam...bazi moghe ke fekr mikonam ( mage manam dige fekr mikonam ? ) mibinam ke akhe ta key? ta in tanhayia ta key ? oon ke dige nemikhadet pas dige chete?hatman hekmat in bood.shayad sarneveshte zendegit in bood dokhtar ..aslan nemidoonam kojaaaas...khoobi to? khosh migzare bedoone ma? hatman ke are...khodet gofti age mano faramoosh koni hame chiz OK mishe.hatmanam ke shode.farda shab mishe daghighan ye hafte azoon moghe ke behem gofti......................masalan oomadam in kolbero vase khodam sakhtam ke tanhayimo toosh begzaroonam...har dafe ke beynemoon chizi mishod hamishe baram ye gharn migzasht...bavar kon baram sakhte...TTORO KHODA BEGOO KE TOAM DELET BARAM TANG SHODEEEE...das be harja ke mizanam, booe tanhayio khoob hes mikonam...engar ba ma dige nemiad.nemidoonam kojae karam eshtebah bood...khastam...bi hoselam...dige mikham khafe konam...mikham bemiraaam.ah .na nemikham bemiram.ye roozi be donya oomadam vase inke zendegi konam...dalile digeyi dasht?are.dalilesh in bood ke khoda khas man tanha kasi basham ke shabo roozamo siah bebinam...ama khob che fayde?ye roozi ham bayad bemirim.mage na?pas chera alan namirim?
man emrooz NEVERLANDO didam.hamoon jayi ke hame mikhan toosh bashan . chon mikhan free bashan.khosh bashan. aslan bavar nadashtam...ama emrooz didamesh.khodam oonja naboodam...ama adamasho didam...hamashoon adamayi boodan ke nemidoonestan vase chi oomadan in donya?ama badesh fahmidam boodane hame ma ensana too in kore zamin ye dalili dare k yye roozi mifahmim...khoda danad ke oon rooz keye ...khob dige ehsas mikonam dige ziadi harf zadam...man ke faghat miam az tanhayim ye chiz alaki benalam inja...nemidoonam miad behem sar bezane ya na ama age oomadi inja ke tanhayimo bebini ino ham bedoon ke hanoozam toro ye BI MARAM, YE BI MAREFAT mishnasam...akhe ta keeey?
be omide oon rooooz . . .