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roozname har harfi mizaneeeeeeeeeee...to enghad montazere bahoone boodi ke ba harfe din injoori mano naboode eshgh kardi???ki bood be man manie eshgho fahmoond?ki bood be man migoft baham bemoon?ki goft dash divoonat mishod?pyruz to faramoosh kardiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii to hame chio nabooooooood kardiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii...man chio mitoonestam azat penhoon konaaaaaaaaaaaaam...mage man hamishe az khaterate baghie nemigoftam ke yekishoon bahai yekishoon mosalmoon ama oonike ba eshghe vagheyi zendegisho shooroo kard hanoozam moafaghe...ama oonike soo estefadeh kard jodayi akharesh bood...to azam soo estefadeyi didi???pyruz boro be mamanet begooooooooooo begoo ki bood ke shaba vasat gerye mikard hata hazer nabood dige bahat harf bezane chon mikhasti beri o dineto avaz koniiiiiiiiii...behesh migofti che davahayi bahat nemikardamo toro narahat nakarde boodam migoftam pyruz ghasamet midam be esme mamanet be esme pedar ke inkaro nakon...to javooni ama hanoozam zadeye oonayiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii...pyruz man age mikhastam hilegari konaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam akhe dige inkararo ba khodam nemikardaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam...ey khodaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...akhe be man begin farghe maha chieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee????????????????
man mikhastam toro bazi bedam?man mikhastam toro donbale khodam bekeshoonam?na pyruz na:(bekhoda naaaaaaaaaaa...be eshghemoon ghasam naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...nabayad in harfo bezani:(pyruz ma beham hich vaght dorogh nagofte boodiiiiiiiim man kheyliam ehterameto ta toonestam negar dashtaaaaaaaaaaaam ama akhe cheraaaaaaaaaaa...be man begoo chera pyruze man:(...to ke gozashti rafti...to ke gozashtio raftio mano tanha gozashti namard...ama bedoon hich vaght eshghet az saram nemire...age ma male ham naboodim, man dige male hich kas nistam...age hata too khialatemoon man zanet boodam to shooharam, mikham bazam too khialatam zendegi konam chon azin donyaye vagheyi dige motenaferaaaaaaaaaam...motenaferaaaaaaaaaaaaaam...donyayi bi rahmanane roo harchizi ghezavat mikone...dige be hich ahangi nemikham goosh konam pyruz hamashoon be man dooroogh goftan...hameeeeeeeeeeeeee...are pyruz hameo hame das roo daste ham dade boodan ta maro az ham joda konan...2 saal khoob maro bazi dadan...eykash hamin 2 sal pish morde boodamo jae kheyliaro too in donya nemigereftam...az vaghti ke harfeto khoondam ta alan ye saaniam cheshamo nabastam faghat khastam ashk berizam...hanooz enghade mikham gerye konam o dad bezanam roo delam moonde delamo anchenan dard miareeeeeeeeeeee...pyruze man:(divooneye maaaaaaaaaaaan:((((((akhe chetor momkeneeeeeeeee chetoooooooooor ke mano to joda az ham bashim haaaaaaaaa:((dige sayo talasham in bood emsal hata shode vase 20 rooz tabestoono pasham hata tanha biam pishet:(biaaaaaaaam pishet ke to narahat nabashi az faselehamoon:((((((((((ama bebin che khaki too gooram rikhtaaaaaaaaaaaaan:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((mano vase ye mosht shaye rooznameyi az eshgham joda kardaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan:(((((((((((((((man pyruzamo mikhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam...az harchi rooznamas motenaferam..az harchi nevisandas motenaferam...az harchi dooroogh gooe motenaferaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam...:((((((((((((800-900 shabe toro gereftam , bedoone inke chizi behet begam ? ama khodet fekr nakardi 800-900 shabe mano gerefti bedoone inke man bedoonam akhare sar vase ye harfe titre roozname mano daghoone eshghet mikoni!!!are pyruz?in bood oon hame parasteshet?ta in had janbe parastesh dasht?ta in haaaaaaaad namard?areeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?to javabe mano bede areeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee???to hanoozam sare shaye'e injoor khodeto az das midi? yadame chia ke behem nemigofti az dine jaddet(esmesho nemiaram)...mikhasti beri be ye dine digeyi iman biari...ye khorde pae tv mishesti mishesti bebini oon molaha be in din chi migan, bazam zood pashimoon mishodi?enghad zood sarneveshte zendegito micharkhooni pyruze man?:(((((((ey khodaaaa:((dige hichki badbakht tar az man too in donya niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis:(((((((((((((((((((
man age nemifahmidam cheghad doosam dari, injoori barat par nemizadam...injoori vasat ghors nemikhordaaaaaaaaaaaaam:(((((((((((((((((((((((injoori barat saramo be divar nemikooboondaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam:(((((((((((((((((((pyruz man bedoone to hame zendegimo az das dadaaaaaaaaaaaaam:((((((((((((((((((fekr mikoni kheyli rahate adam bekhad omidesho be das biareeeeeeeeeeeee?man faghat dige baram 2 raah moonde...ya TO ya MARG...bade to hishkasi doos dashtani nis:(bade to dige hishkasi jae toro nemigire:(chera enghad fekr mikoni man khoobamo mitoonam daste yekio bala bebaram:(na pyruuuuuuuuuuuz...age ta alan mitoonestam faghat to boodi:-<:(((faghato faghat tooooooooooooooo:((ama dige naaaaaaaaaaaaa...man na dige layeghe kasiam o na dige kasio bavar daraaaaaaaaam:((az hame bizaraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((hame be man omidae alaki dadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((ey khodaaaaaaaaaa az toam motenaferaaaaaaaaaam:((oon bala neshasti chikar mikoniiiiiiiiiiii?neshasti o hesabae maro az das dadi?areeeeeeeeeeeee?barge sarneveshte maro gom kardiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii?areeeeeeee:(((areeeeeeeeeeee:(((sarneveshte maro gom kardo bikhiale ma shodi:((gofti joda shim ta enghad donbale sarneveshte ma nagardiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii:((((((((((Ama zaleeeeeeeeeeem oon bala neshastiiiiiiiii fekr nemikoni ma ham del dariiiiiiiiiiiiiiiim akhe bi ensaaaaaaaaf man mikhameeeeeeeesh man ashegheshaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam man pyruzamo az to mikhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam...harfae man be in zoodi tamoom nemishe namard:(barat hanooz koli harf daram:(jome baram rooze badi bood:-
to age mano nemikhay vase dinam, chera hanooz migi man zanetam haaaaaaaaaaaa???????boro hamoon rooznameharo bekhoooooooon boro sareto ba hamoona garm koooooooooooooon...man age vasta mehraboon boodam, mage bahai naboodam?mage bahia kafar nistan baraaaaaat chetor man mehraboonam?haaaaaaaaaaaaaa:(((((((((((pyruz to dari eshtebah mikoniiiiiiiiiiiiii:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((hame ina sare oon memlekate ashghaleeeeeeeeeeeeeeee:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((mage man hezar bar nemigoftam ma too iran mahale beham beresim:(((((((((((((mikhastam biaramet injaaaaaaaaaaaa:(((inja pishe khodaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((pyruze maaaaaaaaaaaaan:((ey eshghe maaaaaaaaaaaan:((zendegie maaaaaaaaaaan:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((dige kasi niiiiiiis be dadam bereseeeeeeeeeeeeee:((Az hame motenaferaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam:(((((((((((((((
pyruz ma az ham joda nashodim...man hanoozam ba oonke ignoram kardi ba eshgh miam inja montazeret...miam pmeto baz mikonamo nigah mikonaaaaaaaaaaaaaam:(((((((((miam faghat vase tooooooooooooooooooooooo:((((((((((((((dare blogo ham mibandam vase hamisheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...vase man faghat to mohem bodiiiiiiiiiiiiii sakhtane oon blogam faghat dalilesh to boodiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((befahm pyruuuuuuuuz befahm eshgh vase man ta in had mani dareeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((to age alaghat be man kam nemishe namard, chera gozashti raftiiiiiiiiiiii?chera ba harfe mardom dobare mano nabood kardiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii haaaaaaaaaa be man begoo haaaaaaaaaaaaaaa:((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
in ahanget dige vase man mafhoomi nadare:(vaghti to bashi mikham in ahango goosh konam:(ama vaghti mano tanha gozashtio miri ino man bayad begam ey eshghe man man bimaramo to darmane man:(bia bargaaaaaaaaard bargaaaaaaaaaaaard toro khoda bargaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaard mano injoori divoone nakoooooooooooooooooon:(((((((((((((((((((((((((hanoozam montazeretam :(((((((((
ey eshghe man, pyruze man, omide man, zendegie man, dooset daram nafas nafas :(
Ey Ghebleye Man , Khaake Dare Khaaneye To
Bi Menate Mey , Mastam Ze Peymaane To
Ey Ghebleye Man , Khaake Dare Khaneye To
Dar Daame Toam , Bi Zahmate Daaneye To
Man Khaste O Bimaaram , Darmaane Mani
Shoore Sher O Aavazi , Dar Jaane Mani
Ey To Havaye Har Nafas , Eshghe To Mivarzam O Bas
Del Kandeam Az Hame Kas , Panaahe Man Toei O Bas
Ta Dar Dele To Zendeam , Az Aalami Del Kandeam
Dar Khod Raha Gashtan Khosh Ast
Dar To Fanaa Gashtan Khosh Ast
Bar Jaane Man Atash Bezan
Ey Eshghe Man Ey Eshghe Man
Bayad To Bashi Atasham
Ta Tan Dar In Atash Kesham
Majnoon shavam Too Gheseha
Ta Man Besoozanam Mara
Bi Margi Az To Mordan Ast
In Maniye Eshghe Man Ast ...........
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